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so this morning i'm laying talking to some guy just chilling and his girl friend walks in and pushes me into a bathroom door. how was your morning?
ha ha ha
yeah so now i'm listening to cranium bob...talking to sam and mike!! yay!!
anyways brian and i broke up but its all good!! yay!! nope kidding i love you brian!!
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Saturday, June 19th, 2004
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so part of being skitzo is you have emotional cycles... i hate them soo much you have no idea
anyways i blew up at someone yesterday like my buddy from dayton and now i feel like shit, but he doesn't care so its all good.
buh bye
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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
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omg omg omg i know no one cares but jeremy and i kissed last night...and we had dry sex, i forgot how much fun dry sex was, tee hee hee.
yay!! i'm ina good mood!!
i humping love you all (ha ha ha amber!!)
buh bye
i got high last night and jumped on a trampoline.
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so ben and i are cool now and we're happy ha ha ha!
i found outn something weird about krisy but it got sorted out
jeremy and courtney broke up and so i'm happy about that we cuddled today and he was being emo with me! yay!
i love becca and i miss her!
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so summer so far has been good. i really like it. i volenteered yesterday with erika and she is so nice. i saw scott yesterday and i talked to him and i was so happy. i'm like in love with that kid and the sad thing is i'm serious.
so yesterday was the first day all vacation that i didn't spend with doug, there has been days that i haven't been with chris or lance or tiff and amber or krisy or jeff and jeremy but yesterday was the first day without douglous, i miss my duckie.
ha ha ha i'm an emo bitch
i am in love with scott and thats sad!
anyways i'm going camping for a couple days i'll be back sunday... see you later losers!
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so quite frequently i wonder why i ever chose to go out with bryon. why do i go out with anyone? it never works out. I just don't like relationships. But there is a scence of security that is just not ther with random guys.
The one thing i can't stand about having a boyfriend is the pradictabilty of it all. i can tell you where bryon is every minute of every day its just so annoying. ANd we never argue but it would be easier to argue if we talked about something new and different every now and again.
oh well i have krisy and who else do i really need?
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Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
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so if you guys didn't notice i looked very ugly yesterday and i look even uglier today. I woke up and my face was swollen but not in a cute way in and ugly way and only half was sowllen and i am red and bumpy it is gross.
so i went to the doctor and got the everso famous ass shot that they love give girls like me...and a guy gave it to me crazy shit oh well i wore panties!
my medicine is pretty
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yeah so this weekend was really weird...i had very frequent panic attacks three of them saturday andit sucks...fuck charlie i hate that asshole and he's an asshole.
but anyways i love everyone and i hope all is well.
yeah i went to doug's again this weekend and i went to cannon and stuff and dairy queen i thought i was the only uninfluenced one at dougs yesterday...ha ha ha
i'll write next sunday later losers
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so this weekend..good, i hung out with bryon on friday and yest again all we did was kiss...jesus! no i'm cool with that i'm not a horney little bitch.
i smoked weed with him and its not the same as it used to be it just doesn't seem fun anymore for some reason it seems stupid...oh well
then yesterday i got to spend time with kristina, jeff, doug, chris, lance, amber, tiffany, zariah and thats all but it was fun shit i supose... certain nameless people got on my nerves, none of them will see this but you know they will remain nameless, i love each one of them seperately but together...eh
i love everyone!
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yeah this weekend was pimp. i got to spend it with my bestest bestest friend in the world widest world, kristina magid sawged. i love her like a fat kid loves cake.
so yesterday was pimp with scott and zach and gabe and uh krisy and eamon.
friday was super with krisy. no one writes in these anymore as jean said. it is nuts...oh well
i love my bj hes a sexy beast.
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so yesterday i had a panic attack and it sucked i almost had one today i need to quit something my life is like to stressful...i need severe meds.
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so bj called me
i got a new screen name its hobomofojobo
umm i cleaned my room
i love my pretty life so very much
i really hope everyone is as happy as me i know krisy is so... good luck to the rest of you!
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humm so today i was bored and my mom took me out to buy new shoes...she ended up buying me pants, at which point she said if i let her buy me four pairs of underpants i could get this kick ass mighty mouse shirt which i will be wearing tomorrow.
i love my silly life
i love my silly bj (bryon)
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so i haven't written in this thing for awhile so i decided to today.
now since uhhh wedsensday i have had a new boyfriend his name is bryon. and that mde some people not happy but it makes me happy so..you know
i think me and sam are deffinatly back to the way things were before
but that isn't all together good because half the time i feel like i really want to talk to him and i can't. i don't know why because i always have krisy to talk to...weird moment.
anyways bryon is really cool and i like him a lot and hes tall a foot taller than me oh well
jesus i smell i'm gonna go take a shower
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brian called me and asked me to come to the hospital and told me something was up with dj, i guess he has been seizuring all day. So i stayed with him and we were talking and someone said something funny and he went into the spaz attacks and passed out it was by far the scariest thing ever!
i called sam this afternoon and he was being nice to me. I think we are cool now and thats cool because thats all i really wanted
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so i haven't had a bf all weekend. i am liking it kinda. untill today at which point i really like it.
first i went to the hospital and brian asked me to be his gf and i explained how we should just be friends and he is totally cool with that.
Then i come home and bryon asked me to be his gf and i explained how we should just be friends and he was totally cool with that.
so then i go over to my sister's ex-bf's house and there was this matt guy there and to make a long story short i like him! and he said he's going to hang out with me sometime the only proble is hes 19!
eek i love this life i am so hapy to be free again.
but i do miss sam
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so my first weekend being single in what now 2 months...guess how many guys i messes around with....none! part of me doesn't even want to because idk.
half the time i'm around like 6 or 7 people and i feel really lonely, and i keep having panic attacks. I'm really lost and confussed right now o i'm doing what i do best...going to the hospital.
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you wanna know a secret i love kristina...
today after school kristina and bryon came over. I really like hanging out with the two of them because they are low key and down-to-eath kinda laid back people and i like that and stuff.
something that really eerks me is that people think that they know stuff and they don't!
another thing that bugs me is the way sam talks about me he treats me like shit and i don't like it. It had to happen sometime sweetie and its not me that fucked up and its not you either! But don't even talk about me doing stuff with other guys ecspecially brian, thats not why i broke up with you!
i love you forever and a day everyone!
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Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
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i figured i'd write in this to say that i broke up with sam today...not for another guy it was just time. I think it is for the best and i think one day we will be friends again.
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Wednesday, April 21st, 2004
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so anyways today i was talking to an asshole (my dad) and he drove me to cutting after like a month of not cutting. I hate that jerk a lot of the times.
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