Chelsey the self proclaimed queen of the world's memior

Tue, 06 Jul 2004 20:30:43 GMT

so this morning i'm laying talking to some guy just chilling and his girl friend walks in and pushes me into a bathroom door. how was your morning?
ha ha ha

yeah so now i'm listening to cranium bob...talking to sam and mike!! yay!!

anyways brian and i broke up but its all good!! yay!! nope kidding i love you brian!!

so i'm sad

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 03:18:55 GMT

so part of being skitzo is you have emotional cycles... i hate them soo much you have no idea

anyways i blew up at someone yesterday like my buddy from dayton and now i feel like shit, but he doesn't care so its all good.

buh bye

good eye sniper

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 17:48:07 GMT

omg omg omg i know no one cares but jeremy and i kissed last night...and we had dry sex, i forgot how much fun dry sex was, tee hee hee.

yay!! i'm ina good mood!!

i humping love you all (ha ha ha amber!!)

buh bye

i got high last night and jumped on a trampoline.

i'm a red neck woman!

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 02:49:39 GMT

so ben and i are cool now and we're happy ha ha ha!

i found outn something weird about krisy but it got sorted out

jeremy and courtney broke up and so i'm happy about that we cuddled today and he was being emo with me! yay!

i love becca and i miss her!

so summer

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 15:14:40 GMT

so summer so far has been good. i really like it. i volenteered yesterday with erika and she is so nice. i saw scott yesterday and i talked to him and i was so happy. i'm like in love with that kid and the sad thing is i'm serious.

so yesterday was the first day all vacation that i didn't spend with doug, there has been days that i haven't been with chris or lance or tiff and amber or krisy or jeff and jeremy but yesterday was the first day without douglous, i miss my duckie.

ha ha ha i'm an emo bitch

i am in love with scott and thats sad!

anyways i'm going camping for a couple days i'll be back sunday... see you later losers!

Thu, 27 May 2004 21:12:34 GMT

so quite frequently i wonder why i ever chose to go out with bryon. why do i go out with anyone? it never works out. I just don't like relationships. But there is a scence of security that is just not ther with random guys.

The one thing i can't stand about having a boyfriend is the pradictabilty of it all. i can tell you where bryon is every minute of every day its just so annoying. ANd we never argue but it would be easier to argue if we talked about something new and different every now and again.

oh well i have krisy and who else do i really need?

i don't wanna give up before i die

Tue, 25 May 2004 15:55:16 GMT

so if you guys didn't notice i looked very ugly yesterday and i look even uglier today. I woke up and my face was swollen but not in a cute way in and ugly way and only half was sowllen and i am red and bumpy it is gross.

so i went to the doctor and got the everso famous ass shot that they love give girls like me...and a guy gave it to me crazy shit oh well i wore panties!

my medicine is pretty

and will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head

Sun, 23 May 2004 17:14:52 GMT

yeah so this weekend was really weird...i had very frequent panic attacks three of them saturday andit sucks...fuck charlie i hate that asshole and he's an asshole.

but anyways i love everyone and i hope all is well.

yeah i went to doug's again this weekend and i went to cannon and stuff and dairy queen i thought i was the only uninfluenced one at dougs yesterday...ha ha ha

i'll write next sunday later losers

she said don't..don't let it go to your head

Sun, 16 May 2004 23:44:34 GMT

so this weekend..good, i hung out with bryon on friday and yest again all we did was kiss...jesus! no i'm cool with that i'm not a horney little bitch.

i smoked weed with him and its not the same as it used to be it just doesn't seem fun anymore for some reason it seems stupid...oh well

then yesterday i got to spend time with kristina, jeff, doug, chris, lance, amber, tiffany, zariah and thats all but it was fun shit i supose... certain nameless people got on my nerves, none of them will see this but you know they will remain nameless, i love each one of them seperately but together...eh

i love everyone!

so i sold a lot of dope i shoulda dropped out a long time ago

Sun, 09 May 2004 14:54:19 GMT

yeah this weekend was pimp. i got to spend it with my bestest bestest friend in the world widest world, kristina magid sawged. i love her like a fat kid loves cake.

so yesterday was pimp with scott and zach and gabe and uh krisy and eamon.

friday was super with krisy. no one writes in these anymore as jean said. it is nuts...oh well

i love my bj hes a sexy beast.

so yesterday so yesterday haven't you heard i'm gonna be ok

Wed, 05 May 2004 22:22:36 GMT

so yesterday i had a panic attack and it sucked i almost had one today i need to quit something my life is like to stressful...i need severe meds.

wheres the kid with the chemicals?

Tue, 04 May 2004 01:47:18 GMT

so bj called me

i got a new screen name its hobomofojobo

umm i cleaned my room

i love my pretty life so very much

i really hope everyone is as happy as me i know krisy is so... good luck to the rest of you!

good burger is my favorite movie

Sun, 02 May 2004 23:03:57 GMT

humm so today i was bored and my mom took me out to buy new shoes...she ended up buying me pants, at which point she said if i let her buy me four pairs of underpants i could get this kick ass mighty mouse shirt which i will be wearing tomorrow.

i love my silly life

i love my silly bj (bryon)

Sat, 01 May 2004 03:59:48 GMT

so i haven't written in this thing for awhile so i decided to today.

now since uhhh wedsensday i have had a new boyfriend his name is bryon. and that mde some people not happy but it makes me happy so..you know

i think me and sam are deffinatly back to the way things were before
but that isn't all together good because half the time i feel like i really want to talk to him and i can't. i don't know why because i always have krisy to talk to...weird moment.

anyways bryon is really cool and i like him a lot and hes tall a foot taller than me oh well

jesus i smell i'm gonna go take a shower

so bck to the hospital

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 02:10:34 GMT

brian called me and asked me to come to the hospital and told me something was up with dj, i guess he has been seizuring all day. So i stayed with him and we were talking and someone said something funny and he went into the spaz attacks and passed out it was by far the scariest thing ever!

i called sam this afternoon and he was being nice to me. I think we are cool now and thats cool because thats all i really wanted

so have another drink and drive yourself home

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 20:20:38 GMT

so i haven't had a bf all weekend. i am liking it kinda. untill today at which point i really like it.

first i went to the hospital and brian asked me to be his gf and i explained how we should just be friends and he is totally cool with that.

Then i come home and bryon asked me to be his gf and i explained how we should just be friends and he was totally cool with that.

so then i go over to my sister's ex-bf's house and there was this matt guy there and to make a long story short i like him! and he said he's going to hang out with me sometime the only proble is hes 19!

eek i love this life i am so hapy to be free again.

but i do miss sam

well i guess this is growing up

Sun, 25 Apr 2004 16:05:24 GMT

so my first weekend being single in what now 2 months...guess how many guys i messes around with....none! part of me doesn't even want to because idk.

half the time i'm around like 6 or 7 people and i feel really lonely, and i keep having panic attacks. I'm really lost and confussed right now o i'm doing what i do best...going to the hospital.

you've changed because i still feel the same

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 03:00:53 GMT

you wanna know a secret i love kristina...

today after school kristina and bryon came over. I really like hanging out with the two of them because they are low key and down-to-eath kinda laid back people and i like that and stuff.

something that really eerks me is that people think that they know stuff and they don't!

another thing that bugs me is the way sam talks about me he treats me like shit and i don't like it. It had to happen sometime sweetie and its not me that fucked up and its not you either! But don't even talk about me doing stuff with other guys ecspecially brian, thats not why i broke up with you!

i love you forever and a day everyone!

so then i raised my head and breathed again

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 00:03:24 GMT

i figured i'd write in this to say that i broke up with sam today...not for another guy it was just time. I think it is for the best and i think one day we will be friends again.

dad i wanna tell you sometimes i wanna slap you in the face

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 21:26:43 GMT

so anyways today i was talking to an asshole (my dad) and he drove me to cutting after like a month of not cutting. I hate that jerk a lot of the times.

i know exactly what goes on

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 21:10:23 GMT

so anyways i love chelsey and i love my life blah blah blah

kristina is right about everything and i love her and i hope everything works out for her becasue thats what truly matters.

yeah sam thinks bush is better than clinton and ACDC is better than bob marley and (now this is the kicker) he thinks opra is a better person than bob marley and bill clinton and that I TIE WITH HER! I can handle making fun of bill and sometimes bob too but i am THE ALTIMATE BEST!

so have another drink and drive yourself home

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 00:12:37 GMT

so today was pee pee (i think the word poop is overused) My sister ran off to be her stupid asshole self! so that sucked. and idk things things i need kristina i need to talk to her i need lovin!

i can't even handle this so i just hurt myself untill i forget

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 22:31:01 GMT

yeah so i'm saddened because i made sammy sad and i don't like making sam sad.

don't bother angel i know exactly what goes on

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 19:15:16 GMT

so anyways i got home and i'm happy i suppose...i called sam and he was busy but like 5 minutes later he called back to apoligize for being rude...i dind't even notice he was being rude.

anyways i discussed this snake shit with my parents and they said ok but i have to pay for it myself its like $125-130 but its the cutest snake. it has black and white stripes and it fits in the palm of my hand and it can grow to be 6.5 feet.

i can't wait i should have it within a couple of weeks yay!!

i'm in a weird mood like i just wanna sit and chill i don't wanna do anything just sit and watch tv or listen to music.

KRISY WE GOT BURNING CD's

show me show me show me

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 15:48:07 GMT

saturday school was lovely i made a new friend...he gave me a ride to soccer because my dad is an asshole...humm after soccer i went home then i went to the mall with kristina...

then we went to jack's pet store and umm i'm getting a snake...my parents are like noway and stuff but i say yes and i'm queen of the world so...

now me and sam were gonna see a movie today but i don't wanna i wanna have him come over instead...just for family bonding!